[[Princess's Dreams]]

Thursday, December 21, 2006

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this is the baby i'm talking about.. his name is mattieu.
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when he's sleeping.
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when he's bright awake.
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*ximin
`post more next time..

[[Lil Princess Wrote On]]*|1:27 AM|

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washed away memories..long forgotten love.
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okays back from reality.. feeling hurt doesn't matter to me anymore.. have long got used to those life.. feeling rejected and what so ever.. not gonna think about it anymore.. love is not something i shall pursue, it may be something i need badly, but i am not giving in to it anymore.. no longer wanna get hurt.. enough is enough.. once broken and forever you are.. just like a scar, it be there forever.. been hiding my feelings for 4 month plus.. guess i have forgotten about what have happened.. nothing now is as impt as my family.. not gonna care about anything but be myself, alone. i seriously wanna change back to who i used to be, happy go lucky. anything come just take it normal..not like now, so emotional.. really hate things going on this way. sickening LIFE!
"Don't force when fate ends. When fate comes, you'll know one who's not close, when it doesn't, you don't even know someone close"
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hmm.. Christmas is just around the corner.. i have got so many things to do and buy.
still thinking hard about what to buy next..working super hard for cash now.. hope daddy will give more=) i really miss my girls like crazy no..haven been talking to them since i left them..feel seriously bad now.. new cg is fun too.. made new frens and learn new things.. hope things will be going on smoothly=)
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shall blog again bahx..life's really SICKENING.
*ximin
`maybe what you said was true..
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[[Lil Princess Wrote On]]*|12:42 AM|

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

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be it being hurt over and over again..i dun understand thats all.
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okays..back to update after so long..been out almost everyday and guess what..i am getting sick of my holidays..really getting more and more and more boring..things seems to be in a routine eh..haha..work, out to play, friends, church, cg, family and many more..i am really really tired out already..doing things i dun wanna do..trying to understand others feeling or trying not to hurt others..till now i can only tell myself..''what in the world are you doing so much things..ain't you tired?what do you achieve in the end of the day?can you just stop thinking about the past and live on?" okay..there seems to be more but..words are left better unsaid..

okay.. enough of my craps and rubbishes..
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hmm..this week is kinda packed..going to work for the next 2-3 days..meeting my cg i guess..on Wednesday night..Friday going Sentosa? not confirm yet..still thinking what i wanna do on sat and sun..theres a camp in club but not sure if i should go.. if i go, i be able to celebrate my friends birthday and help out in the competitions but i have to skip church..if i dun go, i dun get to celebrate and help out but i be able to go church..what should i do? both are equally important to me.. ahhs! confused!
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and yups..jiejie is coming back from hospital tmr..and yes! theres a new member in our place..yups..its a baby boy..name yet to be revealed..its super super cute.. i have brown hair..big round Grey eyes.. pretty nose and long fingers..haha..it weigh about 3.2kg.. now my whole family will love him like crazy.. time for me to have deep understanding lerhx.. surely will get neglected..ah well..doesn't really matter as others are happy..
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okays..dun feel like writing anymore..pardon me for being so sians..
*ximin
`things are better left unsaid.. about you..i give up..totally..this time round its real.

[[Lil Princess Wrote On]]*|12:34 AM|